5:37 AM
Hello.Been quite some time since i last posted?Or is it just a few days.Whatever.Today was suppose to be a happy day,but yeah never one day can i expect it to be happy.It always get turned upside down in the end.
I really cant think straight now?Like trying to calm down,after what happened then start quarreling with my mum again.Yeah,life's unfair,to me,that's so damn true.My temper's back,still trying to control my vocab,does'nt seem to be working though.
Whenever i listen,all i get back in return,is another blow to my life.Everytime i try to recover,i'd get hit again.Life hasn't been great so far,i think i wanna retain this year,for my own good and maybe others.I seriously need liquor to chill man,gosh.
I don't think i wanna hope anymore,or try anymore.Everything's my fault in the end.If there's one thing i learnt,i've learnt not to try to be a nice guy.I'm just gonna go back to the way i was in sec 1.
I wish i went to Catholic High. I wish i suffered from brain damage so i cant remember a thing. I wish things wouldn't end up like that. I wish that y w c b. Most of all,i really wish now that im no better than dead.
Life sucks,sucks to the freaking core.I guess im gonna retain myself this year. (:
Anyway,really no mood to post already.Guess imma keep all of the rest inside my little black book!Takecares.Bye.
If you'd see this,then yeah.I just wanna say,the day i take down the P.S i'm still not over you part,is the day i'd get over you,but for now i'm not.You asked me to hate you?Sorry i really cant,cause i really love you too much and i want you back.We'll be strangers now,but i hope that you'd come back still,if you still love me maybe months or years down the road.Yeah i'm different and stuffs,cause i thought you could control me.Hais.I'm sorry then,will still try to control myself.Takecares girl,and i'm sorry but i just love you too much to let go.
P.S i'm still not over you.
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